“We’re going to outerspace!” It was an exciting time to finally hear those words after having spent years in the program usually semi-comatose from the intense training. My memories are faint something like waking up near Elliot Bay in Seattle, the Emerald City, on a foggy morning in July like this one. I spend a lot of the time these days thinking I’m lost but there seems to be a method to all of this madness called self-discovery and it’s frightening but I think everything will work itself out for the best sooner or later.